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2010年5月9日星期日

raining days, dirt&coldness from history cleansed.

9/4/2010

its my first time since my departure from the village to climbing on the Chinese social ladder by schooling near twenty years ago, that chill even in early summer in raining day so prevailing. within 2 days i cough a lot, and loathed to open my notebook to dig on my web presence. God, the rain surely killing dirt by draining the polluting&poisoning, and saving the thirsty. God, this morning u let me got up lately and talked with u, Masheng, my Japanese Crowned Queen, so many bliss in my life ahead.
just in the mid of dirt&challenge from the demon in the front dark house of my dad's old house, some village girl students visited here again. i let them watching animation online and played pc games. its a cloudy day, but warmth resumed, and i likely wouldn't suffer cold since now. last night baby son talked to me, even just let me know that he is busy with bathing and wouldn't talk to me. this morning i dreamed a lot in the adversity he was virtually surrounded. God, u know how i love him, God of Universe, Hope of China. hopefully i can gift him with a new Dell notebook in this year end, which delayed by evil in QRRS, my once and long time employer, with which his&mom and myself, as well as baby son, all improves to a satisfying working and entertaining platform with the hardware. now, time to close this verse, my dear, my beloved, God sees how i missing u, in this anonymous countryside, my heart forever links to u, to the golden moments we shared. i praying with earnest&assurance the coming years will see we live together in our palace that's dream scape.
bye.

benzrad's comments in these days:

Chinese poor quality, including software and ethic.
there is no way out for Chinese enterprises don't cooperate with world company. China in a total under dictation had to fail in near future. that's no doubt. Chinese culture has to change, to repent to align with advanced world, or world ahead, for their history of misleading belief, national renegade. God shines Chinese in new millennium with united trinity. http://amplify.com/u/5ui6

yes, Japan is a submarine that can subdue the all world.
coming decades will see the meaning of Japanese endeavor since centuries ago. Japan elegantly embraces the world and its fresh challenge in recent history with its national new persistent self-booting effects that indifferent its dirty or nerd neighbor nations. Japanese will see its due and more glories after the short-sighted hence arrogant neighbors fail in their own inferior referred above.
peace, peace granted by God, shines the world on the earth, like Japan did.
http://amplify.com/u/5ui6
in reference to: http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/110285.htm (view on Google Sidewiki)

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ


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still life in countryside: ants lined to migrate amid rain days.

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for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

benzrad, 朱子卓, his current work space in his passed dad's old house in central China.

raining day in Zhudajiu village, benzrad's hometown.

2010年5月5日星期三

life with bliss from Father aside me in his town.

2/5/2010

settled in dad's house, in hometown village Zhudajiu.^its has been almost a week since last blog. now, after 3 days on the road, i settled in the old house of my passed dad. my aged mom cooked for me, and i enjoyed the food very much as usual. the broadband likely will working next day. it has been sunny days since my arrival. yesterday i slept a lot, amid reckons from the shrewd folks in the village, whose inhabitant mostly in family name Zhu. last night it again hard for me to sleep, i felt God, my passed dad aside me, and all of sins in the folks, esp. their wives.
the journey on the train is the tour i babbled most in my life. in thirst for my missing girl zhou, as well as my other wives, i searched every single girl for my beloved. in my dad's house these days sometimes those girls' friendly attitude toward me when i sought talking with them reappeared in my mind eyes, and i was deeply touched by their tender hearts for me. on the distant bus from Wuhan to Wuxue, my hometown county, the movie on the bus is a love story, the endeared moment with my girl zhou in QRRS was called forth to my mind, i was more assured that love is immortal, and my new family with my girl zhou, is blessed even stronger.
last night it rained first time since my arrival. to be exact it started in late afternoon. when it drizzled, i didn't see God's view. but in the night it turns clear. my surf&reading occasionally led to some exotic pictures, then i sensed all dirt among the villagers under my feet. i see God's mercy and kindness. last time when i lived in the village for more than 2 months, it was exactly the dirt around drove me away from my passed dad, God, his land. the rain also a Bliss and nutrition to my beloved that praying for our gathering. i know God sets it up already, and in the most elegant and brilliant way.
this morning i finally broke China surveillance which failed me many attempts yesterday, successfully posted all photos&videos in the journey. God grants my enjoyable working space anywhere i bring with. Ok, its time for launch. bye, all my girls, i know girl zhou follows me in this county and countryside. bring me my fuel and drinks, my best beloved! i love u all, my dearest, my brides. God sees and sets in the only Son. 

missing tweet before May of 2010:

Apr 24,2010

got train tickets in the morning before visit office. tried to contact cadres in QRRS but failed. the deparment director, a Wang, rebuff my request to lean for my hometown journey, while the Zhou's office phone all time absent. read in office to kill time. help neighbor woman colleague to fix her qq rtx enterprise im. gamed all night with baby, including installed new mini games.

Apr 25,2010

gamed with baby most of the day, also cared additional download. a slim girl student visit&baby teased her, but i felt too soon for baby and the girl student to see any premature emotion. gamed with baby before sleep, baby fell to bump on his head, but he asked to game the same next night.

Apr 26,2010

late sleep. the grandma visited to attending baby. baby watched animation while i dozed again aside. ema returned&launched together. played pc games with baby late afternoon, when it started to drizzle. ema gave up buffet with her colleagues, staying home to dine. i bought beef pies and soup and ice cream for baby. 

From Hometown Journey Ⅱ

From prelude of benzrad's Hometown Journey

From prelude of benzrad's Hometown Journey

From prelude of benzrad's Hometown Journey









playful baby on his skateshoes video: http://vimeo.com/11478448
http://vimeo.com/11483756
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for picasaweb&flickr blocked within China mainland, the shit&dog dominated sinful land, here some digest of photos hosted domestically.

baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲, domain owner of warozhu.com, immersed in pc games.

proud father, benzrad, 朱子卓, and joyful baby son, warrenzh, 朱楚甲.

my dad, 朱中明, Father in Heaven, his tomb here in my hometown village.

the ever green slope of our back mountain, 大璧山. world blesses it.


2010年4月23日星期五

note 2rd on Hometown Journey countdown: tickets of train ready.

last night baby refused to play any games, but watching animation online. later he got heat. i hold him watching movie "Alice in wonderland" before slept earlier. i postpone to buy trains ticket in the night, but sorted stuff from web&backup to dvds. in the night i again slept&lost in lengthy dreams. this morning the grandma came over to attend baby at home. i got my tickets for hometown journey from the railway station box office around 9am. i will left Qiqihar, the city i never like, on Apr 28th, 2010, and arrive my hometown village on the last day of April if nothing disturbing in the journey.

this again a brilliant morning. i stayed in office for the last work day in the week. i saw bliss of God, as well as of my girl zhou, for whom i searched via cyberspace for so many years, with whom we will at least have a twin babies in coming years that soon, and who follows me the best. God, sees my love for u, for ur Heaven, for my beloved, my passed dad, my baby son in growth, Masheng the Japanese Crowned Queen of mine, my girls that's praying for our reunion in their prime time. God, save me from eagerness for my new life ahead, like the marvelous booming summer season in my hometown, central China!

2010年4月22日星期四

1st note in countdown of hometown journey.

lingered in office while impatient for action of hometown journey. the company, QRRS, tried to block my plan to equip baby son a new dell notebook for his games while his dad absent from him, by defying withdrawing in advance atop the rich&meaningful travel while i penniless now, likely retreated from the promise i gained in my first contact with a high rank of the company. dog system of China surveillance tried to ruin my joy of the journey, but they doomed to fail.
hopefully i will launch in the last day of April, as scheduled&granted by God. God, let me leaving with my acer notebook, and baby equipped with his new toy, a dell Studio 思跃™ 14 (Studio14D-158), a best gift from baby's American pre-engaged. 
hope baby staying a happy life with all relaxation and business after the department while i enjoy sunburn in my hometown, central China. God, grant the glory and elation we deserve in this brave leaping operation.

chat continued with baby's mom, emakingir, via qq, a Chinese mainstream im yesterday.
6:00 PM me: here warren
  but the gmail tell ur system's video chat unavailable.
6:01 PM so likely ur video system ill working.
  ema: 还是一样
6:03 PM me: 是啊,可能是你本机系统的视频有问题。dell到手后我去你那里配置机器和游戏,直到解决为止。
 ema: 再说吧
 me: dell收到款后才进入流程,估计最长得一周。
 ema: 没事了
 me: 我可能提前去你那里收拾机器。
6:04 PM ema: 你有钱汇款么
 me: dell收货地址也是写的你家。
6:06 PM 我向公司要7000,要是有机会的话我就要8-9000.实在只有7000的话,管你和我弟弟各借1000.笔记本不到7100,我妈最近药费500,其它侯用。
 ema: 给你么
6:07 PM 钱还没到手你先花出去了
 me: 应该没问题。
 ema: 要是不给我看你拿什么副
6:08 PM me: 我找神的意志办。从不彷徨。
 ema: 我可没有能力资源你
6:09 PM 那让神给你吧
  别找我
 me: 好了,登出了。

2010年4月21日星期三

a chat with baby's mom, emakingir, about the inferior of Chinese.

3:46 PM 我可能全额购买,你要保证楚甲百分百随时能用上这个机器。一回家就给他开机准备好,我弄了高清电视线,它可以同时看视频和游戏,一本挂两屏。
3:47 PM 正式场合你用它,平时干活就用神舟的吧。
3:48 PM 我带宏基的回家。
  谁对我去幼儿园看我儿子有看法?
3:49 PM 我去是鼓励儿子好日子慢慢来,不要着急,怕无聊。
3:50 PM 关于游戏对儿童的好处,我昨天给你发了一个网摘。在你邮箱里。
3:53 PM http://www.google.com/chat/video/thankyou.html?hl=en 到这里安装gtalk,开始视频聊。

5 minutes
4:03 PM http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/109008.htm 游戏治愈自闭儿童。
  ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video
  ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video
  http://www.cnbeta.com/articles/109008.htm 游戏治愈自闭儿童。
4:04 PM ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video
4:05 PM ben zhu is inviting you to use Google voice and video chat. Get started athttp://www.google.com/chat/video
4:07 PM 怎么现在不能直接聊了?你可能又删了,快视频聊啊。
  我发了邀请,你接啊。
  在吗?
4:10 PM 重启一下浏览器看看
4:11 PM 你能看见文字吗?回话呀
4:13 PM 你加我吧,dabbog@gmail.com ,在chat下面的输入框输入这个邮址,邀请聊天就行了。

5 minutes
4:18 PM ema king 王华: 没有chat选项
4:19 PM me: 没有就算了,网上交流也有基本礼仪,不要以为祸害人就没后果。
 ema king 王华: 视频聊天错误恢复重
4:20 PM 不聊就不聊
 me: 你要什么明说,神都知道,耍小手腕只会自食其果。
 ema king 王华: 那你就少指示我
4:21 PM me: 我不指示你,但是交流的时候彼此要有意义,不是浪费在姿态或猫腻上。
 ema king 王华: 我一天就陪着你试呀
4:23 PM 你一天没固定工做,我还有活那
 me: 我明白的告诉你,即使我一辈子见不上我儿子,我也不会跟我儿子分开。你不要以为在这个可以奇货自居。
4:24 PM 我不要求你跟不跟我交流,我就要求交流的时候是诚意的。
 ema king 王华: 我整天盯着这页呀
4:25 PM 我发信息你不也有没回的么
  就你自己重要呀
4:26 PM me: 不要浪费在细枝末节上,你代表的中国教育在这上面的徒劳还少吗?世界永远不会容忍这样的浪费,
4:27 PM 可以不交流,像中国人或胡锦涛那样的耍小心眼,一点前途没有。
4:28 PM 中国人内耗就是这样的,这些人都得去死!
4:29 PM 你要什么自己明白,说出来也吓不倒谁,但是通过自虐来消耗别人的快乐,那就是中国人的迄今的悲惨命运。
4:30 PM 我没回信息,肯定是不在电脑旁,不像你正聊着就干耗。
4:31 PM ema king 王华: 我要下班了
4:32 PM me: 世界是光明和明白的。暗人都得死,早晚如此。
 ema king 王华: 那我也没向你是的
  看你那点休养吧
4:33 PM 你以为你发脾气你就好了
edit&corrected my typo in Chinese.
posted yesterday:

yesterday, God let me prepared to return to my hometown. now preparing working environment for baby's gaming&entertainment, by buying a new dell notebook. i will stay till the working environment working for baby, then i start my hometown journey, the second since recent years.

life so sweat with God's guidance.