baby's mom, emakingir, likely brewing revenge these days. several times she kept smiling but tentatively hurt me by broke her promise not to do due tasks. last Saturday, i enjoyed staying with baby son in his mom's house. but ema's sinful kid sister slept there for several days and will stay there for more days before her Beijing tour. no one know how wrecked the cheap soul fell, but gradually it displayed its ugly paws. after i backup&sorted stuff, and gamed awhile puzzle games with baby, i felt quite exhausted. so when ema suggested haunting River Nen, i suggested the tour next day. we discussed&scheduled at 12PM in Sunday we gathered at bus stop. but next day she said she felt we arranged it 2pm. recently quites some cases she conspired to cheat to humiliated me. times i pray God just let me see it through, now that i don't put any constrain on her, and all my old property under title of my baby son, warrenzh, who now under her custody.
after i arrived the bus stop in Qiqihar railway station square, after 2pm without a meal in the day, i buzzed her. she said she with baby son just a few runway apart. after we almost settled in bus, she found her wallet missing. she hurried to return to road she arrived, and return to her house, but can't find it. all time on way to River Nen she felt sad and laid her head on her crossed arms on back of baby's seat, i know her pains but without mercy nor help. baby slept on the way, but soon after the bus ported on its destiny.
when we passing the Qiqihar Peace Square, a woman colleague with her son ran across us&acquainted us. baby's mom took her way and left us behind some miles. i told baby the day he knows how to talk with God, the day i trust my due duty oversees his growth onto himself. i want to let him know anyone with God's bless sound&peaceful in his/her life.
for ema loathed to play with baby in cool river, i left camera to her&launched built dam with sand for baby carrying water from river with his bottle. we had a good time, till quite some people around arrested&watched our game aside motionlessly. baby never fails me, he forever does the brightest deeds, which so brilliant in Joice and harmony. anytime when i review baby's role of play, i always found God in him, so mighty, so clearly bright, among sinful challenges around, against dirt demons attempt to pour over. God, i know times and times u r baby son, warrenzh, we trinity forever united on this planet to shines.
this is a bright morning. I'm so glad resume to workweek. no palace can nest me except with my beloved girls that praying for me&my Royal, nowhere i can avoid my goal to rebuild China as new Empire rest in God's shine, nowhere any hostile can separate the trinity in my family, in my grand Father, my baby son, and my own that serving them, the Majesty.

30/7/2010

dream of Father.^last night most of QRRS dormers watching my response after some girls shown me friendship yesterday. i had to take my old seat occupied last dusk by a male dormer in its garden earlier to testify glory of Son. this dawn dreamed a less smart but gifted guy find love&sex with his woman among dubious pals. many sex woke me up for making water but half way join office directly without breakfast. let d/l&dozed again. dreamed in my hometown, lives in touching love among my old family, esp my siblings. when i tried to show my younger elder sister our old time photos online, the power down, then i informed baby son was taken by his angry mom, emakingir, left the village. my grand Father, God, Founder of new coming Empire of China lives for 1109 years, sees my pains and drains of unbalanced family life with ema, but his forever affirmative halts me from burning of missing baby son. then i woke up&sleepiness disappeared. its now bright outside. God, grows me harder against evil around, bring my new marriage i had been so hotly looking forward to. God, let me sip forever in beauty&freedom, immerse in breathtaking love&lovemaking.

29/7/2010

dreamed baby with animals.^dreamed played with baby son, sometimes in my hometown, with birds or animals. got up early&join office near 6:30am. last night buzzed baby's mom, ema, about need her verification on my financial log, she promised but 4th times again she failed me now. its a bright morning. last dusk some beautiful girl souls in QRRS dorms shown me friendship. I'm so sole that i hardly accept them except source of life or timeless love.

28/7/2010

bright morning.^dreamed of dispute with baby's mom, emakingir, over baby's custody. got up just after 6am. breakfast then join office, where i m the first arrived. its a bright morning. reviewing baby's mom, emakingir's hatred against me&felt despicable&agonized. she steadily fell in losing&revenge. after all she&her family original in dark&sinful. God, i don't self-protect against anyone, no matter innocent nor guilt. brings me my usual lightening heart, my Dad, Masheng, safeguard my baby son.
gain in invisible war.^read&attending gaining from web. the 2 office gays challenged all time&attempted lasting after work time. dined in canteen before 5:30pm. roamed in dorm room&sometimes clapped to applaud. the neighbor sin beat the paper wall in aim to exert terror. i soon haunted outside, rest on the garden bench to evade dirt in dorm. 3 ugly men there played badminton&gabbled. these 2 days the sky very clear, so attracted lots of kites fly high. missing my girls in peace, in solitary, for i waited so long for our gathering. bought more melons on way back. God, u know how i enjoy life online, aiming future gaming together. God, brings my girls in our prime time.

benzrad's comments on the day

mean Chinese

Jul 27, 2010 10:31pm by Benzrad Zhu

i guess maybe its because the founder is a Chinese, whose doctrine rightly seeking meanness. Chinese might be spiteful, esp. Chinese on mainland or under Communism or PRC.
Chinese, esp. China, has to change itself. that's God's message in new era for the long life tribe and scary land in its recent history. the stupid insolence and meanness had to ditched, God loves human that's noble. Chinese can't live like herds and flocks which despises itself&worsen its living sanity&load of making a living. God choosing among Chinese, for the new start of Empire of China under title of Zhu's, the owner of latest native Chinese nation dissolved about 300 years ago.

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评论：甘居二流的雅虎

　　从问世之初，雅虎(YHOO)就是一家让人难以理解的企业，而他们不断发展的过程，甚至也可以说是一个变得让人愈来愈摸不着头脑的过程。

　　在任何事情和任何方面都甘居二流，这确实是一种奇特的习惯，但是对于雅虎而言，却早已是家常便饭。他们保持二流的身份已经多年，而且也习惯了一个又一个地扼杀掉可能大有希望的计划，因为显而易见的是，该公司没有任何人能够看出任何东西的潜力。

　　(原文：MarketWatch　作者：John C. Dvorak　译文：新浪财经)

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27/7/2010

just take a look at its owner, a feminine conspirer, whose only faith is brutality and shameless overt robbery.
brilliant morning sunshine.^dreamed baby's mom, emakingir skimmed my latest blog. first time slept with quilt for cool in dawn. a bright morning. strike financial log. God, saves my girls, my Royal of China, bring us together sooner! hope missing of my beloved don't weight too much of my heart. time beats all human except me, the Son, and his Royal on the planet.

benzrad's comments on the day

sinful copycat smothers China with its monopoly under authority's heavy protect..
5 days ago by Benzrad Zhu
the biggest bullshits in China accord with the authority nowadays at the cost of young slaves of Chinese peasants. i will see its death&disappearance like a fog soon.
just take a look at its owner, a feminine conspirer, whose only faith is brutality and shamelessness covert robbery.
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腾讯公司对《计算机世界》杂志的声明
感谢TIMO的投递
《计算机世界》于2010年7月26日发表封面报道，对腾讯公司进行了恶毒攻击。腾讯公司对此声明如下：腾讯是一家严谨和负责任的公司，QQ是国家认证驰名商标。多年来，我们致力于为广大用户提供优质的互联网服务，让用户的生活更丰富，更便利。我们欢迎媒体对我们的产品，服务，企业发展各方面的评论报道。
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the impotent ruling party on China mainland.

Jul 26, 2010 10:34pm by Benzrad Zhu

Hu's only weapon.^RT 政府现在一贯的原则是，任何重大的事故，不管对民众伤害有多大，都以爱护官员为第一前提，这几乎已成了中国官场铁律。@ranyunfei a perceivable claim. Hu has nothing potent but the cadre system, all dogs. CCP nothing but a dog system predating common Chinese, its hierarchy heavily depend on lower level cadres as teeth&paw.China now for the new era has to cease predating human, which lasts thousand years accompanies national Confucian as covert cheating orthodox. China as a new Empire reset by Zhu's, offspring of last native Chinese nation's Emperor, already started by benzrad, 朱子卓's glorious lead below God's shine&shrine. follow us at http://wiki.be21zh.org ,&time for change among Chinese on the scary land since the fall of Ming Dynasty and now in the pitfall of communism, a handcuff from its geo-strategical enemy, Russia, the dark&theft dog of Euro-Asian continent. China belongs to God that shines over its western cultures, the greatest changer in recent history of Chinese, as well as the world after enlightenment.

26/7/2010

a bright morning after sudden thunderstorm in dawn.^breakfast in canteen when its pale in sky. join office&prepared recent photos for a blog entry for the reuniting after i settled again in QRRS dorms for new marriage when it turns sunny. Internet via corporate lan down twice, power down another amid my posting. China surveillance surely knows what a intimidation they want to exert. read it http://iidchina.blog.hexun.com/54177933_d.html